CHAPTER 5
‘Rose can you explain what going on to me’ cheng said
‘jenny wants me to give you to her so she can loose to me deliberately in the art competition’
‘I don’t want to be with her I only want to be with Rose’ he said
‘cheng i wi be crazy to give her to you’ I said and he smiled lightly
This guy is just so attached tome
And am beginning to get use to having him around
‘come on let go’ I said as I held his hand and we both walked away
ROSE MUM POV
‘have been checking the internet and I cant find any manotism disease’ i said while checking my phone
‘you heard what she said, extremely rare, am sure there is nothing about it on the internet yet’ jungkook (rose father said)
‘well that strange… Have you packed our bags ‘ I said to the maid
‘yes ma’ m have done that ‘the maid replied
‘hey mum hey dad’rose greeted as she walks into the house with cheng
‘hey rose, hey cheng’ I said
ROSE POV
‘Waw mum and dad are you both going on a date again cas you all dressed up’ I said
‘no, your dad and I will be going to America with jimin for a very longtime’ she said
‘what! , what about me’ I asked
‘you will have to stay here cause of your art school and dreams, ofcas you can come to America during summer but we have to go there in order to avoid total failure of our business over there’ she said
‘so I will be living here all by myself’ I said
‘yes, you will be’ she said and I sighed ‘but Nancy will come check on you every now and then
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‘my babysitter when I was 12, what makes you think that I need her to visit me’ I said
‘but you just said you can’t stay alone in this big house’ Shesaid
‘ofcas I can am nineteen,aman adult
.. Ever heard of being sentimental’ I said and she sighed
‘I will miss you dear’ she said
‘I will miss you too mum’ I said as I hugged everyone of them
I followed my family to the airport were we hugged and cried
They might be crazy
But they are still the best
I went back home that day with cheng
‘Now what are we gonna have for dinner’ I said looking in the fridge
Jeez have forgotten that I can’t cook
Mum shouldn’t have fired all the maid
I feel like she is did this deliberately
I brought out some vegetables and started cooking
I do not know what i was cooking but I was cooking anyway
‘Dinner served’isaid as I dropped a bowl of noodle in front of him
He stares at the food innocently then back at me
‘What wrong’ I asked in acute way
‘it nothing’ he said
The noodles looked wierd
‘come on let hope it taste better than it look’ i said
‘did I say it looks bad’ he said
‘I know but the way you looking at it says it all… It does not look like the one my mum makes’ i said
He smiled softly at me before he picked up the chopsticks
He had a taste of the noodle and immediately his facial expressions changed
He forcefully chewed the food before swallowing it
He looked at me and smiled before having another bite of the food and forcefully chewed it again
I can sense something was wrong
I tasted the food and I almost puked
It was not fully cooked and moreso it was spicy and salty
‘how can you eat this it terrible’ I yelled as I collected the food from him
‘no it fine’ he said
‘no cheng it not, am pretty useless I don’t even knowhow to cook and am nineteen years old… Mum was right for firing the maids’ I said
‘hey rose, don’t call yourself useless’ he said holding my hands ‘if you don’t knowhow to cook, I can teach you’
‘can you cook’ i asked and he shrugged
‘why don’t you try me first’ he said
‘okay chef cheng, come with me’ I said as I led him all the way to the kitchen
‘you cut the vegetables’ he said
‘okay let medo that’ I said as I collected it from him
I started cutting the vegetables
‘no no that not how you chop the vegetables, if you do it that way you might end up cutting yourself’ he said
‘then how do I do it show me’ I said
‘okay’ he slowly went to my back and he held my right hand and lefthand and started directing me on how to cut the vegies
I know I was suppose to focus on the vegies but I couldn’t help but focus on the feelings of having him so close
I could feel his breathe on my neck and my back layed against his front body
‘thanks’ I said
‘you welcome’ he said as he slowly moved away from him
This is pure lust (a strong feeling of s£xual desire)
Why lust of all feelings
This is so fraustrating
But that all because of his good looks
After some mins we finished dinner and he served it again
‘waw this taste extremely good’ I said smiling
‘I told you I can cook ‘ he said
‘but how, where did you learn this’ i asked
CHENG POV
“from your mum, I always watch her
… She never allows the maid cook the food so I always watch her secretly whenever she is cooking ‘I said
‘ Waw if only I have just watched her while cooking, I wouldn’t have cooked something so terrible ‘she said and I smiled
‘ but cheng thumbs up, you the best ‘she said smiling
‘ and you are the cutest ‘I said as I pinched her cheek softly
‘ waw you making me feel awkward ‘she said
‘ but it the truth, you are the cutest ‘he said and I smiled
We went to bed after some hours of awkward silence
‘ as usual, you sleep on the couch and i will sleep on the bed ‘she said
‘ okay ‘I said
I went to bed that day staring at rose face
I smiled to myself before pulling the sheet over my head
ROSE POV
After 30 mins I stoodon my feet and walked to cheng
He looks so. Peaceful and innocent while sleeping
He is beautiful
I used the duvet to cover him properly and smiled at him one more time before going to bed
I know I don’t have any romantic feelings for him yet
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But i consider him to like a brother
Although it very wrong to lust over a brother
I stared at him one more time before going to bed
ROSE POV
I woke up the next morning
Cheng was not in the room, he must be downstairs
I walked into the bathroom and few minutes later I walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my chest and head
I bumped into cheng and slipped almost falling down but he Held my waist preventing me from falling
The towel fell off my head revealing my wet short hair
He was fully dressed for school looking extremely handsome
Why is everything about this guy do perfect
Rose snap out of it
You can’t keep thinking about cheng like this
Cheng is like a brother
Stop having stupid s£xual feelings for him
My hand was on his chest and his warm breath hit my neck
He raised my chin with his hand making me look in his eyes
He was taller than me anyway
His lips moved closer to mine like he was about to kiss me
I closed my eyes and buried my fingers in his chest
Cheng please don’t do this
If you do things will get awkward for both of us
I know I can’t love him and I really do not want to get his hopes up
But please do not kiss me please
You will get hurt at the end
I thought to myself eventhough I don’t have the heart to say all this to him
I know cheng loves me
But ican never love him
……………..To be continued…………
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